Questions And Answers: Jayapatākā Swami

I was talking to Dr. Vinaya Gauracandra dāsa, and he was telling me how when you had this stroke you had a choice, to join Kṛṣṇa or to serve His mission here. Is there anything about that experience that you can share?
Questioner: Dr Pandit
Date: 2023-11-09
Jayapatākā Swami: Of course, I joined in 1968.
And at that time, I thought my parents would be very happy.
I called up my mother, she tried to convince me to be a Christian priest,
but she came to see me.
I called my purvāśrama father
and he was very angry.
He said you come back immediately,
I am going to send you to the Army,
you will die in Vietnam!
I asked Śrīla Prabhupāda what should I do?
He said, better you join Kṛṣṇa’s army! Ha! Ha!
So I did that and I have been in his army ever since.
In 2008, I had a stroke.
And His Holiness Bhakti Cāru Mahārāja and others told me that I should stay.
I wanted to see the Temple of the Vedic Planetarium and many services given by Śrīla Prabhupāda.
And I wanted to do those.
Kṛṣṇa somehow, the doctors they said that I will die. 99%.
And if I 1% lived, I would be a vegetable.
But somehow by Kṛṣṇa’s mercy, I am still able to talk,
I am able to think,
I cannot walk too much, Ha!
I am able to appreciate these wonderful instructions of Lord Caitanya.
I am combining all the books on Lord Caitanya to bring them into one in English,
so that people can understand about Lord Caitanya.
I don’t know how long Kṛṣṇa will keep me here,
I am doing a therapy now. I have taken the second last therapy for my skin cancer.
Wednesday is supposed to be the last.
But they said that, after that I will gradually start to get better.
So I was asked in the Dallas Sādhu-saṅga
by His Holiness Śacīnandana Mahārāja, he said how are you? I Ha!
I said, well, how do you mean, materially or spiritually?
Materially I had a stroke,
I am wheelchair bound,
I had a liver and kidney transplant,
skin cancer,
I mean materially, I am a wreck!
But spiritually I am very happy! Ha! Ha!
Some people say that actions speaks louder than words!
But most people, they have no problem, I have to sit, although, in the airplane I am like the first one in and the last one out.
Anyway, this material world is not a very nice place.
But when you are young, you don’t think that way.
But we see how Lord Caitanya, He was so appreciative of devotees of Vraja dhāma,
how they were Kṛṣṇa conscious.
That happiness is incomparable!